A man who has not passed through the inferno of his passions has never overcome them.
I find I learn more about myself  from the things
 I will not do
 than by the things I am cheerful in doing
 I learn more about my strengths
from the things I believe I cannot do
than from the things I know that I can do
I find out secrets about myself from the things I will not give up
I will not share
I will not leave behind
Or the things I will not change
Sometimes, the nots are a good thing
Sometimes they are just in my way 
In any case....
 I am not going to ignore the nots a 
Nope- not me
and that's poetiquejustis
 For the good that I want, I do not do, but I practice the very evil that I do not want.
Romans 7:19 






